

X, the girlEven though she's away .. And we were not together I remember her angelic face .. The dream that lives foreverX, the girl
Her lips when she smiled .. The passion in her eyes
How when our eyes would meet .. What they say is what's real What we want .. How we feel .. When we cry .. As we try Making sense .. Of all the lies
It seemed like now .. She knows how
When in vein .. We explain
How we feel when in pain How it felt .. To pretend
That we're ok .. And content
When inside us .. Anger grows
And we try .. But tears still flow Out of eyes .. That


IllujanI keep telling myself .. I don't need to be confusedIllujan
I live my life now .. just the way I should
Love or hate .. love is what I choose
But even when I try .. really hard .. not to lose
I feel me desperate .. in my head .. when my kindness is abused
The sense that peace .. does make sense .. in my head is refused
It makes me wonder .. say .. are things really going to be ok?
Am I really going to be able to realize .. achieve something one day?
Or am I in denial and make believe .. and I'm still just the same
 


I did itFor the first time ever, I did it.I did it
I've been wanting to for so long, and I finally did it. I walked into detox. I walked through the same door. Into the same place. The same corridor, the same rooms.
The same odor of medicine and needles.
The all too familiar sense of despair. And even though the faces were different, they all had the same look of shame and defeat. Faces reflecting the death of souls. Extremely and obsessively set on a path of self destruction.
What a loss.
Wh


WRATHNo one cared now .. or so he thoughtWRATH
All the things he'd said .. all the times he'd fought
He tried .. and he tried .. and even when he risked his life
Even when he cried .. he still felt rejected .. resented .. and denied
Now bare in mind .. this guy was born to fight
Systematically abused .. wrongfully accused
Disheartened at times .. and extremely confused
He held his ground defiantly .. refusing to lose
But still it hurt .. remembering what he did
Feeling like an outcast .. living in a pit
It


Not PerfectDon't try to change me, To who you want me to be. I'm sorry I'm not perfect, I'm sorry I'm just me.Not Perfect
I'm not changing for you, Even if I love you so. You can't change who I am. How could you stoop so low?
If you really loved me, You'd accept me as I am, I am not the perfect girl, But I don't give a damn.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect, I'm sorry I'm just me. Accept me the way I am, Just let me be free.
Devious Comments
read my journal
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I'm going to be fine...I can feel it = )
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they dont like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you dont even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably wont get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!!!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be cursed w/ relationship problem
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I'm going to be fine...I can feel it = )
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when there's nothing left to burn, you've got to set yourself on fire.
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I'm going to be fine...I can feel it = )
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انجل from hell
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I never think of the future - it comes soon enough.
-Albert Einstein
But, she wasn't worth it...
Keep writing. x
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My Daughter: =Flutterings
My Website: [link]
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Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for truth.
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